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Chapter One

hile Edna was getting groceries, there was a sparrow inside the store, flying around among the giant price and sale banners over her head. None of the store employees seemed to find this unusual. When she was putting her food in the car there was a crowd of the same little birds hopping and pecking on the asphalt almost under her feet. They gave way to her grudgingly; there was something unnatural in their disinterest in her.
      Scattered across the parking lot, women's rear-ends projected from the open doors of cars as they pushed in bags of groceries. Her own stuff filled the back seat of her car, both the seat and the floor. The commonness, the ever-sameness of this ritual made her head buzz. As soon as she got in the driver's seat and shut the car door, she felt better. When she pulled out of the parking area with the air-conditioning blasting and NPR murmuring faintly on the radio, she was back in her own world.
      In minutes, the city was gone, the suburbs were gone and there were only sheets of smeared green flowing by on both sides. Eventually, the roads got smaller and narrower and bumpier. The hills grew into mountains. At the end of the skinniest dirt road, deep in the wild woods, she was home.

 
        Going to the grocery store was her weekly excursion back to civilization. The other six days of the week, she lived alone in the mountains. By telephone and computer she had good contact with the people she cared about; most of her family lived out of state. She had everything she needed, most particularly total privacy and solitude. Aside from her preference for being alone, the wilderness inspired her in her work. She was a photographer, working with an eight by ten view camera in black and white. It was a difficult camera to use but the quality of the images from the large negatives made it worth the effort.
      Her gardening, her dogs and cats, and her hiking filled the rest of her time. The cats were strays, both female, that she never named even though they had been there for years. At the vet, the charts read “stray cat #1”and “stray cat #2”. The flower garden which had started as a few marigolds next to the front porch had grown into a monster that included every inch of tillable soil around her house. Over time she had planted almost everything that it was possible to grow in her “zone” or climate. Her too-close planting made weeding unnecessary and the resulting jungle was in accord with the surrounding wilderness.

hat afternoon she lugged the big camera, tripod and bag of film-holders, lenses and accessories out to her old truck. She drove slowly down her road, looking for an interesting prospect. Every day she found something new, though she had lived there for years. The weather changed, the light was different, the seasons came and went.
      Today she drove, bouncing over the tufted grass, to the end of the long field below her house. She put up the heavy metal tripod and attached the camera. Other than her house and kennel, which were barely visible, she had only open sky and wild land around her. The mountains rose on three sides with the open field centered at their base. Overhead, a pair of hawks circled, screaming. The stream along one side of the meadow sounded like rain falling or wind in the treetops.
       Even with a breeze it was hot. A cloud of gnats surrounded her. With the focusing cloth over her head the bugs were kept at bay, but it made the heat stifling. If she was getting good pictures, she didn't notice anything except the image on the ground glass; that was the case today.

thin, reedy voice interrupted her concentration. It sounded so strange that at first she thought it was an animal. The nearest house was over a mile away; people rarely arrived on foot and she had heard no car.
      “Hello, excuse me, hello, excuse me, hello, excuse me, hello.”
       Edna looked around. She saw a small figure about one hundred feet away on her left at the edge of the woods. It appeared to be a ten or eleven-year-old boy but he was dressed in a coat and tie with a little suitcase or briefcase in his left hand. He had a piece of paper in his right hand.
      “Hello there. Are you lost?”she answered.
      “Hello, excuse me, hello, my name is Henry. I am permitting you to observe me and I am leaving you this information sheet for you to read and complete. I will be back tomorrow. Please observe closely. You will not be allowed to observe again.” He rotated slowly around, removed his hat, raised his arms, bent his legs this way and that and then placed the paper on the ground at his feet. He stood rigidly upright for about a minute, twice looking at his watch and then he was gone.
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