Chapter Two
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  he turned so her back was to the sound. Her hands were shaking slightly and she felt out of breath. In her mind she could feel his presence. The air and the light seemed infected; the heat was oppressive. After the adrenaline rush had subsided, she tried to put him out of her mind. She drove back to the house with the radio playing, humming along in forced cheeriness. She felt sick once again.
      With all six dogs, she headed up the mountain behind the house. They went in the opposite direction from where she had heard him. When she was a long, long way from home, she felt better. She stopped on a rocky outcrop that was a favorite place. The dogs hunted around in the boulders below, looking for bear dens. Black bears were common in these mountains. Far in the distance she could hear sounds from the interstate highway. There was a faint rushing noise of cars mixed with the deeper more distinct roar of heavy trucks. If she looked in exactly the right direction, she sometimes saw a tiny flash of metallic reflection. The sun went down with no color at all. It cast a soft, warm light over the rolling green mountains. Every valley and ravine was filled with evening's gray light; every mountaintop seemed radiant. When the sun was completely gone she still sat there feeling the cool, sweet-smelling breeze and listening to the sounds of night creatures coming to life. A train rumbled faintly.
 
        The dogs had all found spots to lie nearby and were strewn about in various relaxed positions, waiting. She ran all the way home in the twilight.

here was he living? Most of the next morning was spent looking. Surely he was recharging his laptop's battery in the kennel. She knew he was feeding the dogs Milk-Bones since the dogs cookie jar was empty every morning. That did not explain where he was sleeping. The kennel was a cinder block building on a cement floor. In summer, the dogs slept on wooden pallets.
      She looked in the woods. From the field the forest sloped up so abruptly it seemed unlikely that anyone lying down would be able to keep from rolling downhill. He wasn't sleeping there but he was certainly eating there. Trash was everywhere. Bags, cans, wrappers all strewn wherever she looked. Some still contained remnants of food. From the shredded condition of most of the paper, it was clear that the garbage had attracted raccoons and skunks.
      Apparently, he would eat anything. Every kind of junk food was represented in the debris. Where was he getting it? How was he bringing it all here? And where was he sleeping?
      She answered the last question after lunch. In the crawl space under her house she found a rude little camp consisting of a ground sheet, a sleeping bag and a pillow. There was no light. Probably he hid it outside so he could light his way in after dark. The crawl space could be accessed from the front and back of the house. He would have seen her go under the house and so probably would not return. She took the things up on the front porch and stared at them for a few minutes. They were so new, it was hard to tell they had been used at all. He would want them back. She put them in a metal trash barrel at the kennel and burned them.

t looked like rain the following day. Midmorning, she drove over to the local Post Office to get her mail. She ran into some people she knew and lingered, chatting. The rain began as she was driving home.
      In her absence, Henry had raided her kitchen. Everything in a sealed bag or container was gone. It seemed that he would not eat unwrapped food. Things like fruit and bread were not taken. On her grocery list, written in block letters were the words ‘Fudgesicles’ and ‘Nutty Buddys’. She sat at her kitchen table looking at the writing and trying to decide if she would laugh or cry. Doodling absentmindedly, with the list, she changed it to ‘Fudgesicko’and ‘Nutty Butthead’. She had a feeling she knew what else he had taken. Sure enough, the pillow and comforter were gone from her bed.
      Opening her bureau drawer, she considered her .38 caliber pistol. There would be the small matter of homicide to consider. A judge was unlikely to be swayed by her claim that Henry was not human. Judges heard that from women all the time.
      Anyway, she couldn't do anything without seeing him. He knew when she was about to look at him, he said. Like a beam of light in the night, he was aware of her eyes sweeping towards him. What would it be like to feel a person's gaze approaching? Was it like an oncoming rain squall or a wave in the ocean? When it found you, was it cold like rain or hot like a dragon's breath? How would she know her friends if she never looked them in the face?
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